Back again talking about others things lol.. !!!
Too many things happened actually ..
Going out too much lately with the Girlfriend.. I didn't want her to feel that my bro or others will make me forget her.. i always want to be nice with her, and make her happy.. I didn't ask for more from her, only love me and be honest with me, DON'T cheat.. Love for REAL.. and I'll do anything she want..
I never felt before someone loved me, or want to be with me, someone can get jealous because talking with other girl.. or going out with a group of girls.. or even talking to friends ( girls ) online.. these things make the girlfriend jealous and not happy sometimes.. even its nothing actually, but it just happened lol..
I love the way she treat me lately actually.. i do change myself to manage things and get together, and spend our time together and be happy all the time.. i don't care about the money or others things actually, Beside the make me happy and love me more everyday..
we went out too many times.. more than before actually.. Even she didn't expect I'll be like that.. I can feel i change allot lately.. Doing things different, Study alone not with friends, Prefer her in too many things, and talk to her and try to make her the one who'll make me better.. Sometimes she really confuse and dunno what to do in many things, like today.. But still ok, She still thing guys can pamper themselves in there own way.. But its ok she's learning and being better lately with me..
I even dunno how i suddenly be with her..
We met one day, in college.. went to Secret recipe.. Eat there and talk, i remember she was very shy to talk to me, and keep talking to her friend in Chinese lol.. Then i ask her to go out to mega mall .. and they say yeah.. and we go out.. and everything was ok .. on the next day i ask her to come to time square to company me in my friend's birthday and there was some troubles i tried to explain to her and let her know it lol.. From the second day i knew she want to be in a relationship and she've crash on me lol .. and i really like her.. never loved her.. till i really feel she love me for real and she's honest, then i said i love you ..
and things get bigger and bla bla bla bla .

and here we are together..
we went out too much lately ( AGAIN ) lol.. Watching nice movies, actually the movies we catch lately is really nice..

we both enjoined our time very well..
1. The dark knight.
2. Hellboy. ( i watch it for 3 times lol).
3. Mid night meat Train.
4. Wanted.
5. The mummy.
6. Can't remember what else lol.. but still have the tickets with me :D.. memories never died .. always alive in our hearts..
i dunno how i could manage and be with a Chinese girl, but i do change allot, but still have the old personality.. but inside, and locked, and will never open it again.. only IF .................................................................................!!!!
but i can be with her, and here we are doing very good .. taking care of each other, enjoying our time and loving each other more day after day..
and happy to be with her.

Love You..

Back to write here lol.. A lot of things happened lately actually. but couldn't have much time to write and post the blog..
miss writing here and post something as usual lol, its one of my ways to express my feelings and what’s inside me lol..
My bro Came from IRAQ in 10-july.. I really been happy to see him, he's the only one who can understand me very well, and know what I want and what should i do to make me happy. He's the most good guy to me lol, he's everything to me actually. He even don't want me to spend one cent for anything, he always treat me good.. always invite me to lunch, dinner.. want me to be happy.. I'm always happy actually and enjoying my time .. But he always make me happy. He make me go out everyday,
even I’m am too tired..
Yeah its right that i spent allot of petrol.. allot of money, Beside he always pay and give me money.. and make me more tired.. but actually i miss these days.. miss going out and fighting in the car and talking.. Laughing ..
Miss the way he talk to me, Miss the way he treat me always..
I was very happy when i saw him after ONE year.. I only could hear his voice on the phone, or chatting sometimes.. Never got a chance to see him, Only once a year.. I really couldn't believe my bro is here..
After 4 years living with my dad, i felt again I’ve a brother.. living with me, I can say and do anything in front of him, I can tell him about my personal problem, Even my Soul mates couldn't do it, or the one I love.. or anyone else..
Never felt someone will take care of me like that.. I Really miss these days ..
4 years, after that someone will come into my life, I Can call him BROTHER.. and he's really my bro..

I took this pic before Can't remember how long lol.. But still love this pic.. its in genting actually..
Its also the time i felt i need my bro..
Actually my brother went back already because some reasons .. So couldn't be with him only for 3 weeks !!!
I wish if I spent all the time with him, better than going with others.. I’m sure my gf or friends will understand what I mean..
I only can see him once a year for 1 month, but others always here.. hope they'll understand what i mean...
Never felt there's someone will be here for me when i need, and will give me anything I’ll point to..
Will always miss my Brother.. and will wait for him next year..

Life is simple, Short, Beautiful, but we have to know how to live it exactly.. WE should just laugh, Even the old men are laughing, Even who don't Have a teeth Can laugh about himself, Coz he's simple.. So let's be simple like them..













Yeah its Right about what they say, Life is simple, but we're the one who made it complicated as usual lol.. let's just try to live our life, Simply.. Between our Friends, With our Families..
Lets hang out with our friends, Have fun and laugh, Is there someone will ask you why are you laughing ?

Even if you're Just sitting in Your friends apartment, and talking to him, and the others are here too, Just laugh and show them you're happy, Coz the others will be happy Coz you're Happy..
Do like me, Like what we always do..
Laugh and Smile, It Won't Cost a Damn FUCK..

It Doesn't matter what you're Wearing.. Or how you look.. we should just Discover whats inside our Hearts.. Whats Deep inside Saying ? is it a really friend to have fun with..
I bit some they don't have a real friend to call him real friend or Best Friend.. But i Do and i have Best Friends.. Like Those..
Those Are my Best Friends.. My Brothers For Real..
I have never Ever Seen Friends like them in My life..
GOD, Keep us Together Forever..

The king VS. Queen

ahhhh, Again.. After 3 days of staying happy.. Laughing all the time.. Wishing things and its happened, Again I'm back and I'm Mad. Sometimes people Have to understand others, and try to change some things for others. Just like what i did.. and still doing it.. Always wish things and it happened for a certain of time, But not all the time.. Should i sometimes get emotional and Consider it as something, Or just FUCK IT.. in both situations it didn't help me at all..

You know, Life is simple.. But some people make it Harder than it simple.. Like my friends.. They made the problem bigger than it suppose to be, Why always the girl have to be a TROUBLE to the man??? why sometimes we've to get mad because of them.. I've another meaning about that, Its, No need to get pist off or mad sad because of a girl.. Coz it won't work, Coz they never understand us.. We always want something different, and we wish things to happen to us, When they wish things to happen to them..
Its not about being equal in everything we both do, But Its all about one thing, the girls wish to treat them as a PRINCES.. and we wish the girls to treat us as a THE REAL LOVE, and depend on them in everything..

Sometimes we feel the relationship is not serious at all, Even when you try to manage everything together, you still not sure its Serious.. Coz we Can type words, And say it always and remind the others about it.. But, Who Can mean it !!!!!

Simple Life..

in all my life, Wanted to live peacefully, in peace, Friendly, Been in love with a good girl, Trying to manage everything together and be together.. I never Cared for what SEX mean,
or we have to do it always.. Yeah its right everyone need to have LOVE sometimes, But if you don't have a chance, that's don't mean I've to leave that person or look for someone else to have it with.. T.I.L... This is The life.. We Have things will never been forgotten, And things we'll Lose it one day.. and we won't have it again..


But here we're living without SEX,
We can live our life peacefully..
Life is not about just SEX, Life is a long river.. you Can't live it all, You'll miss some of the things, but you'll had some things that Others Can't had it.. Life is a chance, So live it, or leave it..

Life is nice, But we've to make it nicer if we would, We don't have to be evil and Make everything get worst in our life, We can just Live Simply.. In peace, And see whats hidden inside in our life and world..
People are good, But Are we good enough to be with them? are we deserve to be a friends for them????
We Don't have always to show them the bad things, Like that lol... we've to be nice with the people.. There's No evil in our world, But there's troublemakers, Who're always available here in our world, We can't know them, But we Can see the evil in their eyes..

We Can live our life simply, And make people Deserve to be called Best Friends..
Why we don't try to call them best friends, See who'll stand with us and who's not..
Everyone Dreamed to wear a Necklace like it, with his best friends. I did that, and everything still on and alive, and its true.. There's always Someone for me here.. Someone will Stand with me in times i need them..
FRIENDS, LOVE, FRIENDS.. that's what i need ..

Love.. Friends..

LOVE......................Again..
Once awhile again, I feel I really Care for the one i love, And wish all the best to her, I wished to stay with her all my life.. I wished to make all her dreams came true..
The feelings are coming back, and start growing the LOVE flowers in my heart again, Saying i missed you, You disappear Since along time ago, and here are you once again Back to me and hug me, Saying I love you.. I can't believe I'm here again writing those words, and saying whats inside me always.. I Thought i lost you, and you're gone just like a tear in a river.. But thank GOD, He send me what i need again, Someone Changed a little for me, I can see How she can understand me, how she stand with me.. Finally, She Showed me How she want me to be with her, and Stand by her side, In time she's Sick.. I felt I'm back to life.. I though i should close my heart as usual, and delete all the memories, And set a new password for everyone want to pass to my heart. But suddenly, someone hacked my heart again, Happily coz She was the same one whom i want to close my heart from, she hacked it with a simple word.. She said I need You with me..
I Can't Believe someone said that to me.. Someone needs my help..


Friends:
Finally i said what i want to my friends, Finally they understand me more than anyone in the world. But still there's a problem, there's someone can't know whats friends means for me.. Friends are all i have in this world till now..
As my grandmother told my sister before she pass away, She said.. FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU, BUT LOVE MIGHT BE ENDED BY A DAY, FOR CERTAIN REASONS, OR ITS NOT YOUR DESTINY.. She was right.. yeah she's right.. But, this is our life.. If we could manage to get together we'll be. But it we won't work, we'll dream to be together.. Thank GOD, he send me an angels from the sky, My Best Friends..now they can erase the bad memories I had, The bad Time I've Spent, Solving the Problems that I've done, Fixing all the walls I've destroyed.. FRIENDS are amazing, I'm living my life for two things, FRIENDS, LOVE.. i believe my family will pass away one day, and yeah i depend on them now and forever, and consider them number one in my life, But I'm the one who'll Stay here, I'm the one who'll Help them, And care and do everything after them.. I've to keep my family name UP.. and make them proud of me as always.. and my Friends are the air for me.. No friends means no Life..
They're the one who made me run my life correctly.. Will Stay Here With You My Friends..

What i Wish..

Ehhh, everything is sucks here you know.. Its really hard to be with people, they can't understand what you say, or what you want, no one can know that, just some of them.. Cultures differences, Religion, the way we talk and be together, why everything should be complex. even the person you're with, will never understand what you want, even from the way I talk, Can someone give them a private lessons to explain my personality exactly, ehhh. I'm sick of hearing the same thing always, sick of been and doing the same thing always, sick of talking about the same thing, Sick of time we be silent, sick of everything, everything is being complicated day after day, and that person is getting really different. You Changed, Really Changed. not like before anymore. Seems You really went to (*****) and you'll never came back. i don't know why everything seems to be like that, serious I'm trying to make everything easy and simple, but its not like before, now you're the one who's making it different. can someone explain and answer me why ?

its such a bad thing, been to close to the person you love is wrong, specially in fact it'll be hard to manage everything and get together.. But in all my life, I'm always have to be the one who'll sacrifice something, to get something.
Its like when you spend your money to buy s SPICY CHICKEN MC DELUXE to eat, and you're not hungry, just wasting your money.. its like that, wasting and sacrifice something for nothing. and later you'll feel its nothing, you should not do that at all. But I'll try my best, but if i couldn't do it, I'll just leave and disappear, just like drop in a River..

Hope everyone will understand what i mean, and i wish i can do what i want, and everything will be as i planned..