Thursday, August 7, 2008

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I'm Gonna Smile Like Nothing's Wrong..
Talk Like Everything's Perfect..
Act like Its Just a Dream..
Pretend Its Not Hurting Me..

That's what should i do since long time ..

1 comment:

rach! said...

i know..you will not read this...

what happen today..i will never forget, what we fighting for...i miss you so much..hoping you here beside me let me cry out loud...im here by myself crying so hard..and didnt make a sound...hoping you will call me by now..by miracle doesnt happen always..the word u say..repeating in my head " im not going to married u the end " ... " lets break up "....


i feel i cant be with u...just like i wan to ...i know maybe one day..someone will take over my place...someone who understand u more than i do...someone who more pretty than me..

feel so ugly , so fat and ugly...and i really don deserve to be your girlfriend...who need a girl like me ...who don understand..who not even pretty..and pretend to be pretty...

maybe one day u will reallly decide leave me..i can't blame anyone...but myself...guess u deserve someone better than me...so many girl out thr..

but u'll always be the most important baby i ever have..and i always love you..maybe i wont be lucky to have u in future...but i know u always give me the best..u ever can give me..i love u baby boy..

hope u can with me now..wipe my tear..