The place i born in, and lived in. will back to you one day, and live on the same place i born, and will face everything, all the problems, all the people.
I lived for 12 year in the middle of Baghdad, in a big house, 3 Cars, Between my family. Suddenly, The war happened, i went out from IRAQ after the war directly, Couldn't stay there longer due to the bad situation in Iraq, all of my family followed us later, to build our new home and house in a foreign country. The first Step was YEMEN, i learn a lot of things, Watched how they living in poor and famine, how they're fighting to live with the person they love. i learned that from them, and will keep doing it for all my life.
The Second Station was Malaysia, I was really upset to leave my friends, my house, my school, and come to Malaysia, just to follow my dad. The first month was a SHOCK for me. didn't go out, or even try to eat. I just stayed at home calling my friends and Online talking to them. i wanted to feel i still in YEMEN between them, till my friend ( Haydar ) came and explane everything for me. that day, i felt maybe i can get another friends, and better than the others, and yeah i was right about that. But the friends was not the only thing i need.
I found myself in a relation with a girl, which is no one knows how i get with her. and day after day, i discover that she was a BITCH. She wanted me to lose my friend, To stay wit her. Because she don't like him at all. I saw the evil himself in her eyes, and decide to be with my friend Better than stay with you or solve everything. I'm Proud to be your friend Haydar, and glad to be with you and call you as my soul mate. i Begin my new life day after day, watching everything and the people. finished my school and get into the college. at that time. in One Day, someone came into my life again, Knocked my heart gently and asked me a couple of questions. i realize she liked me, and yeah i like her too. But, didn't want to be in the same mistake as before, so i decide to make everything slow, to know each other very well. on the second day, i asked her to go out and follow my friends in a birthday party. and she accept that, and she was really happy to be with me. and day after day, week after week, She was waiting for the moment I'll say i love you, and i said it finally. I'm proud to have a girlfriend like you, Even from a different culture, religion, language, But she was the person that i want. she gave me everything. being nice to me and forgivable, you can see the mercy on her eyes, and love. and now, we almost understand each other, From just MEETS THE EYES.
I just want to be sorry for the mistakes I've made to you, But I'm Proud to be with you Hon Hon..
Friday, June 20, 2008
FRIENDS.
My friends,
3 persons, Who always stand with me, even they're not related to my family.
Mohammad Ali.
Mohammad Shamil
Haydar Alhiti.
but i'm glad to call you my SOUL MATES. 3 guys, they always here for me, finally someone can understand me, and know who i am and what i want, just from looking in my eyes. i Couldn't believe i'll find someone can understand me like them, someone knows what i always want, and how to treat me so good. 4 years Together, Didn't expect at all I'll Find friends like you in a foreign country. I don't want to lose them. just want to say, THANK GOD, You send me an angels from the sky, And they're really angels.
3 persons, Who always stand with me, even they're not related to my family.
Mohammad Ali.
Mohammad Shamil
Haydar Alhiti.
but i'm glad to call you my SOUL MATES. 3 guys, they always here for me, finally someone can understand me, and know who i am and what i want, just from looking in my eyes. i Couldn't believe i'll find someone can understand me like them, someone knows what i always want, and how to treat me so good. 4 years Together, Didn't expect at all I'll Find friends like you in a foreign country. I don't want to lose them. just want to say, THANK GOD, You send me an angels from the sky, And they're really angels.
LOVE..
I'm a type of person Who loves from deep inside his heart. So jealous, in all my life i didn't find the perfect love, the suitable person to love. But, Here I am, Still searching and change a lot of things To be with someone, and manage everything to get together.
The most 2 persons that i love them in all my life is:
1. My Grandmother, she loved me more than herself, she did a lot of thing to me, she was the most affective person to me. she's the one who stand with me for 12 years, Then, she passed away, Going to heaven. God blessed you. I still remember the moment she died, i was sleeping on her Legs, and my brother on her shoulders, She died and we didn't know. We Were just Stupids, Couldn't Realise that, I went to school on the other day. i heard my friend talking about her, and suddenly, I spend the whole week without talking to someone. I Didn't know what i should do without her, Cause no one is perfect just HER. Her name still in my heart. Everything she did, And everything she wanted, I'll Do it.
There's no way i can pay you back, But my plan is to show you how i understand. THERE'S NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS HOW I FEEL, its never been secret, but always try to make it real. And i appreciate How you MADE me, And the EXTRA love that you gave me.
2. My mom: The person Who always stand with me at the same time. i knew you'll always be here for me mom. I'll be wait for the moment that I'll do the same what you did for me, at least i will make you happy as you made me, and everything that you gave me. She made me a real man. She carried me for 9 months. She was always beside me when i sleep, When i study, When i play, When i swim. She watched me Grow up from a boy to man, And let me face the whole world, She said you're a man since i was 14 years old. She depends on me, Even in her work.
she said, I'll always be here for you, whenever you need me, You know I'll be beside you. I miss your sweet face. I wish if i can hear your voice again, Every morning when i wake up. I wish if i can kiss your hand, And talk to you. She was a Friend, A Girlfriend, a Mother, A father, Brother, and Sister for me. You gave me everything i want. Sometimes i think, would i be able to do 1% from what you did to me ? Could i make you happy, And make you proud of me. I Promise I'll do that, And I'll show you how mom.
IN all her life, She wished for me To stop smoking, But she knew why i don't want, She cried hundred night talking to me to stop smoking, but I let you down from the first Time, but here i am, Standing again, And will show you and i'll do what you want mom. I'm waiting for the moment to show you. I'm waiting for 12-7-2008. To see your face again, to cry in your arms, To kiss your hand,that always carry me and hold my hand when i need help. I'll be waiting for the moment to Show you What I AM.
I LOVE YOU MOM.
You'll always be with me, Grandmother, MOM.
The most 2 persons that i love them in all my life is:
1. My Grandmother, she loved me more than herself, she did a lot of thing to me, she was the most affective person to me. she's the one who stand with me for 12 years, Then, she passed away, Going to heaven. God blessed you. I still remember the moment she died, i was sleeping on her Legs, and my brother on her shoulders, She died and we didn't know. We Were just Stupids, Couldn't Realise that, I went to school on the other day. i heard my friend talking about her, and suddenly, I spend the whole week without talking to someone. I Didn't know what i should do without her, Cause no one is perfect just HER. Her name still in my heart. Everything she did, And everything she wanted, I'll Do it.
There's no way i can pay you back, But my plan is to show you how i understand. THERE'S NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS HOW I FEEL, its never been secret, but always try to make it real. And i appreciate How you MADE me, And the EXTRA love that you gave me.
2. My mom: The person Who always stand with me at the same time. i knew you'll always be here for me mom. I'll be wait for the moment that I'll do the same what you did for me, at least i will make you happy as you made me, and everything that you gave me. She made me a real man. She carried me for 9 months. She was always beside me when i sleep, When i study, When i play, When i swim. She watched me Grow up from a boy to man, And let me face the whole world, She said you're a man since i was 14 years old. She depends on me, Even in her work.
she said, I'll always be here for you, whenever you need me, You know I'll be beside you. I miss your sweet face. I wish if i can hear your voice again, Every morning when i wake up. I wish if i can kiss your hand, And talk to you. She was a Friend, A Girlfriend, a Mother, A father, Brother, and Sister for me. You gave me everything i want. Sometimes i think, would i be able to do 1% from what you did to me ? Could i make you happy, And make you proud of me. I Promise I'll do that, And I'll show you how mom.
IN all her life, She wished for me To stop smoking, But she knew why i don't want, She cried hundred night talking to me to stop smoking, but I let you down from the first Time, but here i am, Standing again, And will show you and i'll do what you want mom. I'm waiting for the moment to show you. I'm waiting for 12-7-2008. To see your face again, to cry in your arms, To kiss your hand,that always carry me and hold my hand when i need help. I'll be waiting for the moment to Show you What I AM.
I LOVE YOU MOM.
You'll always be with me, Grandmother, MOM.
Don't know what to say lol..
Well, Heyyy.. lol.. Finally i made one lol, and i can share with you and write anything i want to.. lol, that's Perfect lol..
don't know what i should write or say lol.. I decided to write everything, for the whole week, everything special happened on it.. So, let's start from yesterday, as we pass 12 p.m. so its yesterday lol..
My dad was Bad, I slept in my friend House, Couldn't sleep the whole night, keep thinkin about Some Stuff, Troubles, people, College, Suddenly i slept.. Till Someone Wake me up, and went to my home. I was Really happy Because that person was here, Sitting and talkin as we want, Its pretty much better than stayin in college and been embarrassed in front of your friend..
I stayed alone in the house, waiting for my dad to come back, and Cooked the Dinner for him, Eat together, And Been online talkin with all my friends.. And now, here i am, Someone went to sleep, we dealt to sleep at the same time, but, SLEEPY as usual lol..
don't know what i should write or say lol.. I decided to write everything, for the whole week, everything special happened on it.. So, let's start from yesterday, as we pass 12 p.m. so its yesterday lol..
My dad was Bad, I slept in my friend House, Couldn't sleep the whole night, keep thinkin about Some Stuff, Troubles, people, College, Suddenly i slept.. Till Someone Wake me up, and went to my home. I was Really happy Because that person was here, Sitting and talkin as we want, Its pretty much better than stayin in college and been embarrassed in front of your friend..
I stayed alone in the house, waiting for my dad to come back, and Cooked the Dinner for him, Eat together, And Been online talkin with all my friends.. And now, here i am, Someone went to sleep, we dealt to sleep at the same time, but, SLEEPY as usual lol..
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